Friday, February 13, 2009

Valentine


Come Out of the shell,
See around U,
and make the whole world ur Valentine
.

Time, Space and Mind


Become God to each other. Do not look for God somewhere in the sky, but see God in every pair of eyes, in the mountains, water, trees and animals. How? Only when you see God in yourself. Only Gods can worship Gods. To recognize divinity, there are three dimensions: time, space and mind.

For a seeker, it is necessary to honor time and space so he or she can experience sacredness in his or her mind. When you honor time and space, your mind becomes alert. But for the one who has transcended the mind, either sacredness has no meaning, or all time, every place and every mood is sacred. Precious moments are few in life.

Catch them and treasure them. Place, time, mood of mind are factors that influence celebration. Snatch every opportunity to celebrate, then you feel great and full. Then celebration infiltrates your mind in all moods and space, and celebration is inevitable. Celebration reminds you of the fullness of the moment. The moments you are in the company of knowledge - the Master - are the most precious moments in your life. Treasure them. Treasuring them you transcend the mind, time and space. And that is true celebration.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

CS Vs ________


Being a proof/vigil to all what is happening from the beginning of this war, I am going to narrate just a fun part of this story. Because if I will narrate you the full story then the book may become bestseller.

The episode which writer is going to explain you will be introduced later. But before that let me introduce characters and some incidents........ In short ...... the preface.

It’s a story of world class institute. Then the students , staffs and most important the teachers definitely be of that level. But this is the 1st biggest joke of the story. They were just mere localites and bit modernised. But in legal documents this is world class institute.

But the place where the Institute stands is one of the destinations you must visit in your lifetime. For any beginner it’s like coming to heaven. And as heaven, it’s devoid of all Rajsik and Tamsik malls, bars, GF-BYF roaming on streets...e.t.c.

Here came 5 students with different cultural backgrounds as other students do. But one common thread that binds them all is their values and respect to it. This made them different in every other eye.

Their names were like spellbound so I will be calling them in short but in a bit funky styles as:
1st - Ramy
2nd - Airy
3rd - Raj
4th – Man
5th – Ed

[I know you will be interested in their personal stories and what made them to be different. But that is too long so I will be narrating it differently.]

Their values made them to follow the white line, the line of consciousness ,the path towards inner self.

One day they thought of going to quest in search of something that can quench their thirst to the fullest. After a long walk they got a drink named Amrit or Bhakti Ras which finally contended them.

This contentment made them to spread the knowledge. They were unknown about what they were doing .i.e. sinning or sanctifying others. They roared everywhere wherever they went and made others to follow them.

But their height made the colleagues to pull their legs. Being unaware of all these they are doing duty of becoming solace to others. They taught many old dogs new tricks. They started taking full responsibilities which made them stronger day after day. But on other side colleagues howling and crying of the changes happening around them made them weaker.

The situation was in favour of fantastic five. This made others to drag the five down but they & I were unknown about the intention behind the mischief. It may be out of fun or being envious also.

Others started teasing with many ways & means but what could have happened, the five have travelled a long way ahead and they were just unstoppable. But what we all should know is that
“A rose by any other name will smell sweet as it’s spreading before “

Now here is the recent thing that happened:
One fine morning the mischievous colleagues thought of doing something different to drag the invincible, dazzling five down. What they did that they made a group of ten and thought of playing a game in virtual world called as Vesi (CS).
In this they made them into two groups. The division was biased .i.e. best players went to one side and others on other side.
TEAMS:
The names below are virtual and it’s in game but somebody else will be sitting on the pc.
Besterite (terrorist)
Korn
Plague
Suttee
Phelom
Surd

Quality – Best, Invincible

Besterite-tanuka (counter terrorist)
Ramy ji
Airy ji
Raju ji
man ji
Ed ji
Quality- worst, amateur

Then game started and players started playing in different Bespam (maps). But being ignored of this the F5 were doing their doing of spreading knowledge.

The game started and terrorists were killing the counter terrorists easily since players on terrorist side were just invincible and undoubtedly better. These moments were giving all ten to rejoice. O they started taking baggetsy, belma, and berabsa......e.t.c.

Something suddenly happened in the mid of the game, the game changed and CT started winning devoid of players interest. And all of them got astonished. Finally results out CT won the game. Those 10 were howling and scolding each other.

Them Ramy came to the hostel and he was told by one of the spectator that “what a game bawa”, you are the real star of game .this made Ramy to think upon the dialogue and he enquired the whole story. After listening to all that happened, the “laugh lasts laugh longest”. This was the situation with other four also.

But all must be thinking what the joke in this is. But understand it by self. The easiest way I can make u understand is by filling the blank of the title.
So I made the below flow chart for better understanding:

CS Vs _______
↓ (after narrating the story)
CS Vs Betiliachrupi
(Spirlty)
↓ (in my context)
CS Vs BELOA

But the truth remains inevitable:

“How much time and struggle the game may take, lastly the winners are the followers of the White line”

1461 DAYS



Prologue

Dear readers,

It’s a real story but bit twisted so as to hide the identities. In the backdrop below narrates the story of all the newcomers who comes to college. Being away from home, all get into deep misery. And seniors horrifying in the dreams. With all these black dot spreads on the clean piece of white paper of their brain. With all the ledgers of ladder of expectations for success weakening day by day, this black dot becomes an apple of discord.
This story is of a boy down from south coming to top north of INDIA qualifying all screenings with a dream of becoming next EINSTIEN. They have thought of conquering the world but they are being conquered.

Chapter1

Raghu, the only son of MR. & MRS. Ramamutham Swami hailing from a village named malleswarpuram. Being from a low income family with dad always fighting with death and mother taking responsibility of whole family. Being brother of a sister awaiting for groom to take her away, he is responsible to all the steps he is taking today to shape the future. With all these loads he came to a national level institute so to become an asset to his struggling family.

On the first day of college he was astonished of the blessings of nature around him. With all new faces around him he was bit reluctant of making friends.

But nature has assigned every individual his part to play, so to make others to follow the path of Knowledge. So as Raghu has been assigned to play his part so to give light to his colleagues and the world.

With all friends having dual faces and being actor he has limited choice to see all these. Then the call of devil starts .i.e. seniors were all around and they were the mere puppets. In this situation, some of them took benefits by being towards the seniors. They were made to do everything whatever they have never thought of .i.e. from Baggetsy to Anthem to Beskot.

With all these darkness trying to envelope him, and he being Arjun in mid of the war without having Krishna as charioteer, he got aligned to senses.

But as I have said earlier nature has made each of us to play our part.

As a newcomer, expectations of having best of teachers or gurus around, got thrashed. All of them were like howling mountainous river without having any deepness as vast ocean does. With all these, Raghu felt as if it is impossible to jump of all these wet blankets. Then he started ruining himself.
And being from a poor family he has no choice to way backward. Likewise year went and with New Year he has new hopes of getting out of this situation.
But he has no control over the time. This year going to be like never thought before, in short “Out of frying pan into the fire”.
Chapter2

At the start only he lost his father. This made him go beyond his limits and deep into dark. In this transition he experienced many new things. All those can’t be explained but one short but fun part I am going to explain.

That is learning of “Bae ki bhasa”. As name suggest it’s something awkward. In this linguistic approach there are three main rules which as follows:
 Always use prefixes (Bae, Mae, Sae...e.t.c)

 Then just rotate the word which u wants to use (mainly Hindi / English) and just fix the word after the prefix.

 Then manipulate the word and neglect the tongue twister.

This is mainly code language of Besatailamasi.

This became like an add-on to the dark coffee. At this point of time raghu has got manifold in his life. He has been dragged to many crimes. Then comes the 2nd half , with chilling winters all around , a normal thing happened.
As he was smart & handsome, he got a girlfriend and she came to his as a solace. But after the year, he felt that the girl used his condition and innocence perfectly for her satisfaction. But his list of offences has taken manifold.
As everything comes and goes away, this year also went off.

Chapter3
The 3rd started, with a silence indicating incoming of a cyclone and it happened. Raghu has nothing but to reap for what he has sowed.
He has been charged with a criminal case related to smuggling of Bengva. He was one of the suspects of a terrorist activity in that region.
[My dear readers you may be thinking that do he really went that deep. Then just don’t get bored and read ahead.]
At the mean time two of his friends accepted their crimes and suspect of police upon him grew stronger. He went under 3rd degree torture. And wife of Late Mr. Swami is knocking every door and doing everything she can do. She even spent her savings kept for daughter’s marriage. And the unmarried sister praying and weeping for her brother.
[You must be thinking how cruel god is? but you can’t do anything because he is like this only.]

But then somehow a voice of hope came from a door. Raghu got out in bail and then after some days case ended. Raghu got his freedom.

But then what to say, he was so much in misery that he has no other choice than following his Indriyas or senses. But from heart he is still the same raghu. Right now he is not controlling his habits but his habits are controlling him. But a sachidanand is still showing its glow through the ridges of vast dark lake.

And his final year started with many chapters behind it locked in a box.
Final chapter

As he has done many things to stop the mistakes to glow, they are just ruining him.
[But as I always say there is hope at my doors]

This year a lady named Kamz came to their college, wearing a simple white sari and glowing like an angel. She as a divine instrument, blowing her pipe to make others to follow her to some useless course / seminar. There was resistance everywhere but she was like meera plying her Veena.

But anyhow she managed to grab a bunch of people. And you can say it’s Raghu’s destiny, luck or bit of good friends, something made him to be in those FY students exploring the new taste. Raghu went but his mind used to be somewhere else. And Kamz started her out show like Niagara Falls.

On the 2nd day something happened definitely spectacular, that he was weeping all through the night. So as others who attended that also experienced something they were spellbound. But what miracle I saw that he got quenched of his misery.
Now he is different Raghu always saying one dialogue “just be in my state and see the whole world, it’s like celebration”. With every word flowing out of his I used to get mesmerized. Always wanted to see the one who taught the old dog new tricks.

And believe me when I saw her, I felt as if everything ends her feet. As if god has made her full of bliss, compassion and love. But actually she was just one face of the master.

Now many years has passed and
Raghu..................................................................................?

Raghu is a CEO in a multinational company. What he felt on that 2nd day only he can explain but what I saw his life took a U-turn. And if you still wandering what he felt on that day, then for this you have to meet Raghu and ask him. But as per my information he recently became a full-time Beloa teacher.

Dear readers your mind must be questing for the 2nd day. And for this my answer is that whatever happened is blissful. And it depends from individual to individual that how much dedication he shows. I recently experienced it. I will also say the same as Raghu did that you should experience it by yourself.
Lastly I would like to Quote something:

“For achieving anything to the fullest you should show devotion & gratitude. Had not this been there everyone could have become Tendulkar. But why only Tendulkar did the simple answer to it is his devotion to cricket made him Maestro.”


Then you must be thinking how this title justifies the topic. To answer to this I want to be bit mathematical .i.e.

365 * 4 = 1460









I AM HERE


Before your little eyes started blinking,


Before mighty winds blowing off the dust to build Earth,


I am here.


Before stars beam upon the planets,


Before droplets collapsed to vast ocean,


Here I am where I was.


Before nature grew to nurture thou,


Before thou are crumbled into the mother,


I was there.


Call me Eternal or,


Call me rebirth of truth,


But I am the one and the only one.


So drop all that you boast upon,


Since these are mine and you are mine.


Quest and come to me,


As I am here and will always be here.